Escape Wheel
heat flooded a day stuffed
with macaroons a lake
& the clock shop where
we weighed beauty & doubt
strangely absent a habit around
my wrist it pressed time on me
its absence a reminder of place & sound
from years ago I remember
how hard it was to set how
the broken stem always broke my thumbnail
rendered
the watch useless for changing time
its escape wheel less steadfast than the bamboo
shoots I count on to remind
my lavender it’s spring the watch escaped
its own time another good thing
punctuality always too much a race
for us once the ratchet wheel stopped
for five or was it six months
we stopped too our wheels did not
mesh
now I move with the fleeting light
on the Sandias the alpenglow
so fragile it dissipates to night
in seconds you have to hurry to see it
& think how quickly Jerry left
erasing the watchface the numerals a habit
strangely gone
still breathwarm
with macaroons a lake
& the clock shop where
we weighed beauty & doubt
strangely absent a habit around
my wrist it pressed time on me
its absence a reminder of place & sound
from years ago I remember
how hard it was to set how
the broken stem always broke my thumbnail
rendered
the watch useless for changing time
its escape wheel less steadfast than the bamboo
shoots I count on to remind
my lavender it’s spring the watch escaped
its own time another good thing
punctuality always too much a race
for us once the ratchet wheel stopped
for five or was it six months
we stopped too our wheels did not
mesh
now I move with the fleeting light
on the Sandias the alpenglow
so fragile it dissipates to night
in seconds you have to hurry to see it
& think how quickly Jerry left
erasing the watchface the numerals a habit
strangely gone
still breathwarm
©2017 Judith Pacht